Wednesday, 14 May 2008

musings...of a different sort....

i have been thinking these past few days, of the past year at ACJ, and what it has taught me. i have come to a few conclusions, except for the obvious fact that i am now a journalist, a profession many mock for its ludicrousness and exasperating habits. however, i do not intend to go into that bit. i have drawn a few conclusions, and though they might appear mistaken for some, i still believe that the past year has affected the person i was.
firstly, ACJ taught what it means to view things from a different perspective. for all the hoopla and criticism of the initial series of lectures that we had, many of us[including me] had problems with the way things were being presented to us. there were many of us who knew the background to the matter being discussed, and many who knew the matter intricately. however, it was interesting to note how different perspectives could emerge from a single incident, or as sainath would like to call it, a process.
for example, the lecture on caste by kancha illaiah. i still stand by the fact that his theory is based on a lot of falsities, oddities that have been singled out to bring out the whole religion as a flaw. however, once again, what mattered was the difference in perspective, and how it allowed all of us to indulge in a debate over the nuances of caste and its workings.
also, talking about perspectives, landing in nepal after a year during a time of heightened political awareness, it appears that many here lack a different approach. and that the media in nepal is also to blame for this. for example, i have been reading the papers recently, and what i found, or rather did not find, was a questioning of the turn of events post the constitutional assembly elections. a whole population has placed its hopes on this new assembly, and yet it appears that once more we are headed to a stalemate, a squabble that constitutes minor differences while overlooking the single fact that the fate of the nation is in their hands.
however, none of the reports i have read so far appear to question the elected leaders. true, there have been reports highlighting the fact that under-represented people have been elected, like the local tailor from pokhara, or the barber from the terai. but, amidst these reports, there is not a single mention of the simple fact that the leaders are wasting precious time. or that there is a lack of coherent policy making within the assembly as a whole. or that the objections raised by one party regarding the Maoists were to be raised before the elections. or that development has taken a back seat and the country is just functioning, or living by.

what is the job of the media?this is a question that has constantly challenged me these past few days, especially since day before's coverage of the jaipur blasts. today morning, IBN chose to highlight the injured - a definitely different tack; however, its melodramatic approach to the whole story had me cribbing - is this really what the media needs to do? also, during a questioning of the DGP of Rajasthan, the reporter missed the most basic question: what sort of explosives were used?were they timed devices or were they remote controlled?
many of my colleagues at the college will argue differently regarding what the media's role is. however, one thing which i learned again at ACJ, is that the media needs to leave its emotions behind. we need to look at events and processes[sainath again], when we are reporting especially, from an outsider's point of view. we cannot be cowed down by how public opinion maybe shaped post the report. we need to report as the incident happened, highlight the failure in the system, and comment on how can the state mitigate the bigger process.

so are we meant to be sadistic voyeurs? i do not for a moment think so. rather, what the profession implies is that we need to live double lives. we need to keep our personal views out of the reports we publish, because what we write formulates the basis of public opinion, atleast to a large extent.
we had this problem while bringing out our last issue of the Word, where a report was deemed to be activist and unsubstantiated. what we also found, was that a better use of words brings out the meaning without intending to offend anyone. and that, creative freedom and editorial censure otherwise, negotiation skills are always helpful.
however, coming back to the last issue, the wholesale cancellation of an article without informing the writer showed me once again that the entire talk about media freedom is actually a huge bunkum, a facade that has been created to encourage potential journalists. when the top official, who is not involved in the production of the magazine in any way, steps in to remove an article he/she personally deems offensive, the least the editorial staff can do is to inform the writer. in other words, it is what the modern world regards as professionalism.

i know these are my individual views, and that the reader may differ from each of them. however, once again, it is the perspective from which you view it that makes your decision.


Tuesday, 13 May 2008

finally, a time of insanity ends. no more rides to bessie, no more chandu and no more anna's...its been a bloody long year, and at the end of it all, there was a collective sense of relief. probably, that stemmed from the fact that april was the cruellest month-empty corridors and labs, a few of us who worshipped the airconditioning, and chennai was getting unbearable by the day.
anyway, i am back in nepal for a few days before joining work. there is a new buzz that definitely can be felt around here - it is the buzz of a new government. however, when i look at nepal from the eyes of an outsider, there hasnt been much that has changed. rather, the roads have deteriorated, the electricity supply is short, kathmandu faces traffic problems increasingly, and the heights - pokhara's traffic has become a snarl during rush hours.
i speak to different people about it. everyone has a different view of the problems. but one thing that emerges is the pessimism. one friend tells me, even if the economy is not growing, banks are increasingly growing profitable. which is not untrue. in pokhara, i see new banks that have emerged in the last 12 months. and these are just banks - i am excluding the hundreds of finance companies like the one which has made its headquarters next door to mine.
nepal is going through a very exciting time. the challenge and the prospect of a new system of governance looms over everyone. rumours abound - the king will enter into a deal with the maoists, there is a huge difference of opinion between the Maoist leaders and so forth. everyone is politically interested - a little like the south of india, where sycophancy takes to new heights. hopefully, and thankfully, a similar nepotic culture hasn't emerged here, although our great revolutionary Prachanda is showing signs of deifying himself.
randomly, i choose to take a ride through pokhara. i discover new lanes and newer stores. i spoke about the traffic jam earlier; it was extremely surprising and a bit funny. development chooses different ways to show itself, and one of it is a traffic jam. i see newer cars, more two wheelers, and worse roads.
nepal hopefully will emerge from all of this, unscathed and better. we are a resilient lot; however, we are also an indifferent lot.

Friday, 18 January 2008

Post a madness - revelation time!!!


finally back to being my old urbane self after a month of wandering....
i can't say i saw too many places...neither did i experience a lot...
but what i found was a distinct contrast...one magnified by an amount unimagined in my mind...

poverty and development are the new buzz words at ACJ...to be sensitive is to seek stories...relate tales of under-development, violence, caste politics
do i seek to differentiate myself from this....i don't think s
o...i am a part of the system...the system is a part of me...i have chosen to be this...supposedly the power of the press lies in the narration of the tale...but does not exceed beyond that....

eastern maharastra is a land plagued by multiple evils....whether it is the state..or the naxals..or the health system...or the education system...or the under-development...
it seems as distant from the prosperous west [where i spent my new yea
rs] as earth from mars..
a land once owned by its people, who now live in constant fear....

so did i think that i was there on a quest?was i there to liberate the pe
ople from their pains?
not at all...
yet all the pre-conceived notions that existed in our minds fell apart...all the lectures seemed pointless when we confronted the situation first hand...


it's a beautiful land....filled with trees of every kind....where once man and animal lived in harmony...now there is a constant game of cops and robbers being played in these forests...
land mines....AK's...RPG's...
to get your limb chopped off is passe....the new de
al is to be hacked......to death

i have seen this kind of violence before...back home...never has it been so upclose...
i realized the real bastards are never on the ground....they are safe...locked away in their safehouses...in distant forests or in concrete offices....
while the people of the land die daily....

so...
am i a changed man post the 'deprivation' trip?
i don't think so...i am not apologetic about the fact that i love the luxuries of an urban setting...
i just think how easy it is for us to debate about other people's lives and consider them to be plain facts...

Wednesday, 19 December 2007

I discover a Lost World










I found myself gazing at the rocks...not a single boulder looked out of place...they placed against so symmetrically.....


just sitting there on the river bank, it just felt like what some would call nirvana.....really...it did....


i dont think i have any words to explain what i felt....i have tried rewriting this 5 times...but cannot manage the words to describe the experience....


welcome to Hampi....

Thursday, 6 December 2007

Child's Dreams.....


A few days back, I happened to chance upon a new issue of Tinkle – which as most of us would remember, was an essential part of our growing up days. I greedily lapped it up, more in nostalgia than excitement, and realized that ‘Uncle Pai’ was still going strong, and ‘Suppandi’ had managed to incorporate Microsoft Windows in his jokes.

So it seems that the magazines we grew up with have changed with the times, in Dylan’s words. But have they lost their appeal? Is the excitement of reading about princes, dragons, mythical worlds, gods, adventurers and daredevils too childish to even think about now? Does growing up mean we cannot be fascinated by these magazines, yet again?

One of the first magazines for children, Chandamama, apparently thinks otherwise. Published in July 1947, it continues with its multi-lingual editions up to this day. It was surprising to read how Chandamama refused to advertise in its pages. Brilliantly colored illustrations, marked with tales that tell tales about the heritage and culture of India, the magazine still upholds its tradition. The ever popular Vikram and Betal series reminds me of a time when we friends would crowd around an adult who would read it aloud.

To be reminded of one’s childhood is a haunting feeling. A friend reminisced the time when she would be eagerly waiting for the new issue of the monthly Gokulam, and the elation she felt on receiving a new magazine in her name.

Children’s magazines aren’t a dying breed today, as we may think, surprisingly. Tinkle continues to rule the roost in the English language, while Chandamama and Champak vie for vernacular language readerships. Most magazines follow a simple thread – richly colored sketches of characters, stories with morals, no shades of grey in the hero, and informative pieces about India in particular and the world in general. The issue of Tinkle I picked up had a brilliant article on the Bamiyan Buddhas – and probably enlightened me more about the destroyed statues than any news magazine or encyclopedia could ever manage to.

These magazines are essentially that – a mine of information, morality and character-building. However, it will be highly unfair if one takes away the fun factor – the biggest draw. Target, another magazine that subsided with the advent of cable television and cartoon channels, made puzzle solving an exciting adventure. Owned by the India Today Group, it stopped publishing in 1993 to make way for Teens Today, a drab attempt at cashing in on Target’s popularity. In those days, we didn’t care about lifestyles or fashion. We wanted adventure, intrigue, fun, information. We wanted to be know-it-alls.

An email from another friend spoke about the days when children had no iPods, multi-channel cable networks, hand-held gaming devices or wireless connectivity. Reading the issue of Tinkle took me back to those days – though I must confess I had a few luxuries to boast of. It seems children’s magazines will never lose their charm, though the magazine itself may die of profitability issues.

Sunday, 30 September 2007

Vizag and random thoughts

here i am - sitting in the lap of luxury watching the waves crash even as the hills behind block out the sun!!!!
who would have thought vizag wud turn out to be one of india's cleanest, most well maintained and beautiful cities.....
pointer to myself - i need to stop making judgments before i see the place

but apart from tht - this place is def rocking....its all scenic beauty..the sea..the long coastline...the massive hills...brings one a sense of calm just by looking at them....probably one of the best health tonics for rejuvenation....

probably wht i needed after a hectic first term....
but it was fun...life flowed in a series of stories..stayed up till 5 doing our print project...got onto a wrong train and didnt realise it upto 30 kms away(yams and muku - we'll prob warn our kids against this sort of idiotic behaviour)...shouted at others maybe a gazillion times:)...
but in the end - it worked...
it will be different this term...none of the random madness that defined our group F..of course..sumitdasgupta is missing...but i have TUNNU to compensate for everyone...
hahahahahaha
we will rock print okies tuns??

so...here we are...
i am reading a book calld red earth and pouring rain...by vikram chandra...
interesting storyline but he is dragging the story now...so gettng infuriated[well not exactly] at the turn of events...
but i am happy...i got to read finally....

 till the next post....

Tuesday, 28 August 2007

Adventures in Lungiland

feels like ages since i wrote anything apart from assignments....
this place is exhausting...tiring...exciting...yeah it is..u kind of end up discovering a new self everyday...
take me - i didnt know i could manage haggling with the worst auto drivers in the world....and that too with a language barrier
i didnt know i could learn tamil - even if i haven't perfected the art of learning tamil in 30 days[my roomie gifted me tht book tho i havent looked at it even once - sorry mr ziad]
i didnt know that moonlight could shine on the sea.....

anyway.....
my screenplay partner tells me i must start blogging once again...now that i have discovered the art of going around the firewall to edit my blog....we must start once again....

chennai is a city of contradictions - they say it is the hub of india's information technology future...but all i see is a city mired in poverty, lack of official attention and the utter despondency of its citizens
i am a cynic - but i am not alone in my views.
malls here shine in gold shops..while outside drunk people lie on the roads with traffic passing within an inch of them...
i think thats life....
lungi land can never be this good....
maybe i expected a silicon valley in the making....
Tamil Nadu is a surprising land - alien to the rest of India, maybe even to the world.

Asian College of Journalism --
what about that?
it's a job!!!
and one that makes you pay for working!
sometimes i feel - this college was setup to make us alcoholics and schizophrenics....hooked on to stories all day long, we've forgotten how to be at a beach except think about is there a story there?

but i am having fun...soon the grilling starts....
till then...




Thursday, 22 March 2007

finally...back to blogosphere....

after a long long hiatus...
bombay excites me....there is something about the city tht is different...or maybe its just the 5 years in delhi that makes it seem so..
but whatever the reason..
bombay seems a much better place to be than delhi...more alive...faster..
those who say its too fast are just complainin!!!:)
as my friend said....u either love bombay or hate it....

so far so good...
ive got thru symbiosis mass comm, pune...
for now...
i have a place to continue my education...tht feels good...

Monday, 22 January 2007

the new word is RED

i just finished a very very unusual, exciting and an excellent book-MY NAME IS RED-by orhan pamuk. we would've probably never heard his name hadn't he got the nobel this year. but thank god we did. this book is one of the most interesting reads i have had in recent times. mystery...romance(no sex-sorry to disappoint!!!:)..lots and lots of historical facts and legends...and a very detailed look at the islamic miniaturist artistry style at the height of the ottoman rule in turkey..
if you trust me--
YOU MUST READ THIS!!!

i forgot to mention-the best bit about this book is the style.a very novel way of presenting a story-in the first person, but not as simple as u think.if u dont think so-pick it up for urself-its for Rs. 225 only!!!
btw...i got it as a gift-and i love it!!one of the best gifts in recent times!!!thank you!

Sunday, 7 January 2007

new resolution!!!

another new year...
another new set of resolutions!!!!
seems like its time to join the rat race..
anyway..
on my to-do list this year:
1>movies-lots and lots of them-as always...we must increase our budget to meet increasing movie standards and appreciate the art in them..depictions of reality after all....(thats so lame!!!)
2>books-gabriel garcia marquez, hemingway, steinbeck - the holy trinity - i am coming for you.....

3>study--not that its the least important priority, but its there...yeah..it is...this year finally!!!!

4>try updating this webpage as often as possible..
what i cant figure out is what to keep writing in this..its not as if ppl follow my writin as something great...
maybe someday they will...

anyway..
cheers..